'Myself' in the Bible

Since I cannot help myself,the hope for success has been banished from me.

Though I am blameless,I no longer care about myself;I renounce my life.

If I wash myself with snow,and cleanse my hands with lye,

Why do I put myself at riskand take my life in my own hands?

I will see Him myself;my eyes will look at Him, and not as a stranger.My heart longs within me.

I clothed myself in righteousness,and it enveloped me;my just decisions were like a robe and a turban.